It's been awhile...so long in fact that it is a new month! Crazy. I feel like the last 2 weeks, before this past weekend, I was in survival mode flailing my extremities to try and keep my head above water. Success. (And I only wanted to quit life once if I remember correctly.) I suppose it is a positive thing that I am keeping myself busy and have managed to accumulate activities since recently moving-which actually isn't all that recent anymore, in a week it will be 3 months that I've lived here.
Looking back on my transition, sometimes I wonder how I made it through. Simply stated, God is good. I have never been one to handle change well, but who is really? Yes, I feel as though I've become more adaptable and have better learned to take the curve balls that life throws at you sometimes, but it's still hard. As one who is easily consumed by circumstances it is easy to lose yourself and make mistakes. But it's these mistakes and self indulgences that hit you hard and make you realize the need for eternal perspective and give you the comfort in the amount of grace that is poured upon us.
All that said, I want to live freely and without hesitation or regret in a way that brings all things back to Christ, because it is only by his grace and love that we'll ever be able to handle the constant transition we live in without going completely nuts. That's all I've got for now...peace.
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