Well, it was bound to happen I suppose. Today was a bad day. I did not want to be here...in the cities, on my own, away from home and so on. I was just kind of over everything. There was nothing even too terrible about today, it was "just one of those days". So after a long day of work, I came home took a long hot shower and proceeded to veg-out in my room for...mmm, about 4 hours consisting of reading, listening to music, a few tears (possibly a lot) and some interspersed napping. Up until now, I've been taking in all things new but I believe it's finally hit me that I'm not just visiting or on vacation, rather I've moved to the "big city" attempting to make something of myself in the adult world. Let me tell ya, it's overrated. But really, tomorrow is a new day and days like today are going to happen. Transition is never easy and everything is very different at the moment, but the great and fabulous thing is that I am so loved by a gracious God, and wonderful family and friends that He has blessed me with. So here's to change!!
And I do want to say, that I did eventually pull myself together after hiding in my room all afternoon to have a very enjoyable evening :)
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